Depression

Ever since I've started my current project I have struggled to fully focus on it. I put it down to simply feeling tired after a long period of too much work. I should be looking forward to my three-months of field work in one of the last sort-of-pristine forests on this planet but instead I just feel uninspired and unproductive. What is worse, Tango has taken on the role of devil's advocate. There are few days in which I don't ask myself why I don't dance more, hang out in Buenos Aires like my tango aquaintances or even change direction in a radical manner. At this point I normally tell myself that this wouldn't do anything for me, seeing that I have done it already three times.